In a few days I will be friendless in Tel Aviv for my remaining two weeks! It seems crazy to me that the time has flown by so quickly. I've managed to see several new parts of Israel, work at this crazy job, meet people from all over Europe and make a lot of new friends. I have learned a lot, but the Tel Aviv is incredibly hard to pop - no one wants to be the downer trying to talk about politics all the time. It is fascinating to me that so many people who live in and move to Tel Aviv consider themselves apolitical. How can you move to the most volatile region of the world and consider yourself removed from politics? Being able to cross this border is a political act. Regardless, as much as I am learning about the current reality and the conflict itself I am also learning about apathy.
Crunch time at work. I have a big grant application due in 2 weeks and then I have a few days before I fly to NYC. The plane lands in NYC at midnight and my flight to MN is the next day at 11 30 am. I won't be able to sleep which will ensure prolonged jet lag. Mac friends, be ready for me to be a weepy mess! I am already incredible stressed out - the new apartment, jumping straight into school and work and grant applications. I am trying not to think about it when I have the sea outside my window and this gorgeous city at my feet, but it's hard! I am thinking of taking a twice a week babysitting job at school - but can't decide if it would be a source of stress or fun.
I've been in a weird mood lately. The weather makes things difficult, I've been eating mainly fruit during the day because it's too hot for anything else, and I've been stood up several times so I am finished with people for the time being. (For the love of god, if you don't want to see someone, just make up an excuse and cancel. It's easy. I just did it to someone this morning! Don't just vanish. Israeli men transform into Houdini at a moments notice and just turn into thin air when they feel like it. So goddamn obnoxious.) The gruff Israeli manners (or lack thereof) is seriously wearing on me (the Midwest got to me more than I thought! I'm really upset by how mean people are here to strangers on the street, it's terrible) and it's too hot to motivate myself to do much. I also have no internet in my apartment which sucks because it cost an arm and a leg and a torso and I am losing valuable time I could be spending on various applications.
Last night was Noah's last night and his birthday! We went back to Cafe Dalia, where we went earlier in the week to listen to live jazz in their pebbly backyard. We met some Austrians, and between them, his Swiss roommate and German friends we had all 3 German dialects at the table and he was very happy. Then we went to the beach before going home a bit too late. This morning I walked all the way to Kikar Rabin to pick up a check before work, and then Maya and I had to go deposit it which was a quilombo like always - the bank here is survival of the fittest at workkkk.
This is Maya's last weekend here in Tel Aviv so we are trying to find fun things to do. Hopefully we have the energy to actually do them!